Commencement is tomorrow, and the UArts chapter of my life story is coming to a close. This morning, we did the typical commencement rehearsal, and received some words of advice from our respective deans. They told us to be persistent, to never give up, and to make art for our own sake, so that we'll always enjoy what we create. I also had the honor and privilege of attending the awards ceremony for the College of Performing Arts here at UArts. I received the Terruso Combat Award for my work in stage combat for the past four years of college. However, they should have recognized the man who made it all possible, Charles Conwell. When I first walked into Conwell's class my freshman year, I was a timid, nervous girl from West Virginia, who was already terrified after hearing that Conwell was "intense" and "serious." Much to my surprise, I was also chosen to be "Victim of the Day," or the class demonstrator for the hour and a half that followed. Of course, Conwell was tough on me, and always made sure to point out when I messed up, and yes, he was very intense! But despite all of that, I never once dreaded his class. His class was the only class I had never considered skipping (and let's be honest, for a college student to never skip a class is unheard of). I came to UArts because I thought I wanted to be a dramatic actor onstage, doing soliloquies and monologues. From the moment I stepped into Conwell's class to the moment I stepped offstage after my last SPT, I knew (and know) that stage combat would be (and is) game-changer for me. Four years later, I am headed to Seattle to pursue a career in stunt performance. If someone had said to freshman me, "You are going to be a stuntwoman," I would have laughed in that person's face. But it's a great indicator of how much I have grown as an artist and performer, and I have Conwell to thank for that. He has been an incredible motivator, and has continued to push me to do better than what I can do, because he believed in my potential. Conwell has taught me many things, but most importantly, he has taught me the value of commitment. Commitment is what makes you brave enough to stand onstage with another actor, dangerous props in hand, and look the audience in the eye and say, "Watch." Commitment is what makes you pick up a broomstick in your living room and go over the choreography for several hours a day, alone. Commitment is what makes you want to do just that for the rest of your life. My greatest hope is that I will have the chance to work with Conwell in the future. I am honored to have him as a teacher, a colleague, and friend. "Safety, aggression, danger, and pain. Moment to moment, total commitment."
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